Just need guidance:
Take back your power- things feel out of control, it's time to ground yourself and take back that power. There is something more hidden that you do not see, ask to see the truth of the matter. Focus some energy on seeing through the veil.
I did a min-meditation. The voice showed me two things. On thing I don't want and who I am not and another of who I am and what I desire. And then I heard her say that I already chose and somehow I managed to choose wrong. I chose what I don't want but will likely become because I am to afraid to choose what I desire. I'm banking on my husband going back to work and it looks like it will take more time, so my dreams slip away. I need that comfort zone, that safety net, yet the passion card demands that I follow it. but because I am choosing to depend on him, nothing will change until he get's where he needs to go.
I hear the voice that say's "your gifts"
spiritual understanding and claicognizance or clear knowing. I may not know what to do but I do know that this isn't right. The way our lives are now. This is not what I'm destined for, it's not what I am supposed to do. The universe is giving me a little extra time, but I'm being warned that time is running out. I will loose my job soon because I am not meant to be there. I know this, I can feel it. I must prepare now before it is to late. I wait, but soon my time of waiting will be over and he will not be where he is supposed to be because he needs me to transition before he does. I know his job will not be to close by. he will need the car. I feel the time will be after christmas. christmas will be fine.
It makes you feel good that they need you right now, but those who do not know this will not see this. This will be the end. (work wise) You do not find fulfillment, not real fulfillment. Focus that energy where it is needed.
Take back your power- things feel out of control, it's time to ground yourself and take back that power. There is something more hidden that you do not see, ask to see the truth of the matter. Focus some energy on seeing through the veil.
I did a min-meditation. The voice showed me two things. On thing I don't want and who I am not and another of who I am and what I desire. And then I heard her say that I already chose and somehow I managed to choose wrong. I chose what I don't want but will likely become because I am to afraid to choose what I desire. I'm banking on my husband going back to work and it looks like it will take more time, so my dreams slip away. I need that comfort zone, that safety net, yet the passion card demands that I follow it. but because I am choosing to depend on him, nothing will change until he get's where he needs to go.
I hear the voice that say's "your gifts"
spiritual understanding and claicognizance or clear knowing. I may not know what to do but I do know that this isn't right. The way our lives are now. This is not what I'm destined for, it's not what I am supposed to do. The universe is giving me a little extra time, but I'm being warned that time is running out. I will loose my job soon because I am not meant to be there. I know this, I can feel it. I must prepare now before it is to late. I wait, but soon my time of waiting will be over and he will not be where he is supposed to be because he needs me to transition before he does. I know his job will not be to close by. he will need the car. I feel the time will be after christmas. christmas will be fine.
It makes you feel good that they need you right now, but those who do not know this will not see this. This will be the end. (work wise) You do not find fulfillment, not real fulfillment. Focus that energy where it is needed.
